My friend and I had a really nice time last night. free happy hour party with a bunch of my sister's friends. suffered for it a little this morning but not bad. my friend really flattered me. she told me that when she gets married someday that she wants me to be in her wedding. that meant so much to me.

i also really enjoy hanging out with my sister's friends. they always make me feel welcome. it always amazes me that they have so many people who all get along most of the time. i'm not used to that but i do like being around it.

i am watching my friend's pets (dog, cat, bird, hampster) over the next 3 days. i'm really looking forward to it. it will be nice to see what it is like to have a dog. see if it's something i can handle in the future or not. plus i get to have some very needed alone time. i get that sometimes at my place but i never know when it will end and julie will come home. i want to just focus on myself for the next 3 days and see where that goes. want to try and meditate. i know that meditating will help me immensely but i just never take the time to do it.

so far i feel like these journal entries are pretty superficial but it's all i can do right now. hopefully i will get to the point where they are more theraputic. not there yet. but it will come.

i'm pretty happy with myself for one other thing. i signed up to become part of a group that does lots of adventures and activities. i'm going to talk with them on saturday to see if this group is for me.