i love the feeling of being giddy. the feeling where no one can make you feel bad. it is just a really good feeling. i wish i could have it all the time. but since i probably can't i will just have to enjoy it while i have it is here. yes there is a guy involved with this feeling. i'm pretty sure he is feeling something similar but i will just have to wait and see on that one. at first i wanted to protect myself and not feel so good so that if the feelings aren't returned then i wouldn't be hurt as bad. but that would just be lying to myself. i do have these feelings and i am enjoying them. so i have decided to just go with my feelings and see where they leads me. if things don't work out in the end then i will at least know that i was giddy for a while. so we are back to me being giddy and just enjoying every minute of it. hee!!